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Sep. 27th, 2026 01:14 pmSail Away
Sep. 26th, 2026 09:58 pmWhen the season changed we sailed out of Tampa to Cozumel, Jamaica and Grand Cayman. One cruise was extended for Christmas ... we sailed from Tampa through the Panama Canal to Curazao. (sp?) It was the first Christmas with family I had ever missed.
On the first night of the cruise, we had an introductory show. Our segment was 10 minutes long, performed twice. There were two sittings each night we performed. The next night we did a 40-minute Broadway review, also twice. We'd have the time off in Bermuda while passengers visited the casinos. When we left Bermuda, that evening we would do a 15-minute Country show. On the final night at sea, we would do a 40-minute salute to Hollywood movies.
I did these shows for 9 months with two different casts. I remain in contact with three of the folks from the cruise line to this day ... the wonderful choreographer Sharon Halley, our fantastic music director Mark Mitchell, with whom I shared a passenger cabin, and one of my fellow singers, the brilliant Sara Krieger.
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Sep. 25th, 2026 09:43 pm📺️ Also watched Ride or Die (AMAZING) and the first few episodes of Ted Lasso S4 (actually not so bad, more or less enjoyable - I wasn't a huge fan of S3 so I was not thinking of picking it back up for S4).
🏘️ House-hunting is... going. I'm force-practicing a lot of German because these guys love calling people up to make appointments and not actually emailing even though I say in the contact form "it's definitely best to get in contact with me via email". That is Not Honoured here. On the upside I haven't felt really lost in the convos yet. Either my skills have improved or the average makler is a slow and clear speaker. I think it's the latter, since they really want to make sales. Good practice for me for the Einbürgerungstest, which is later next month D: I know it's very easy and the material is fairly obvious if you've been here long enough or have lived in a liberal democracy, but I haven't even touched the work for it. No time. Also not a lot of inclination.
🎲️ I've force-become the board game person in my team. It's kinda nice to be playing board games again, but I wish I were playing with friends. I'm also not a huge fan of planning events or bosses who hoodwink people into being event planners.
💻️ Work is insane. Nothing is working and everything is chaotic and last-minute. It's very much enabled by genAI in the tech workplace, but it's also just regular ordinary batshit chicken-with-head-cut-off energy because the ways of working aren't exactly working in this team and haven't been for awhile - the recent reorg just made things a lot worse. Also I'm the only non-bro tech worker in a slew of bro tech workers who know each other for years now and are super tight, which is so great, love that. I took an on-call shift recently to help one of the bros. I'm really hoping that in exchange he'll start seeing me as almost a real person for maybe an hour. Between the sexism and the chaos I don't really like this kind of environment, tbh. But leaving is not an option at the moment, so here we must stay. Doesn't feel great.
✏️ I am writing some more, although not what I should be writing!!
🎵️ Dying Wish / Jinjer / Spiritbox concert this week!! It was really really good. I have only potato-quality pictures so alas, nothing good to share, but the energy was really terrific. Dying Wish I'd not heard of before but they're fun. Their guitarist was very loud in telling the crowd how to mosh almost in a line-dancing kind of way which I thought was neat! I didn't realise it was so easy to get metalheads into actually moving during the opening acts just by yelling and threats. More opening acts should do that. Jinjer was pretty good too - I was a huge fan of Tatiana's chain mail bikini, on the chain mail side as well as on the bikini side. She always wears really interesting things for performances. Spiritbox were great as always - I've really enjoyed Tsunami Sea and the songs are fantastic live. They did a lot of cool stage stuff too in terms of the lighting and paper cannons and bubble machines - very fun atmosphere. I felt bad because one guy was crowd-surfing but unlike most of the people who were going from the middle to the front of the crowd, he'd wandered into our area, and he fell on top of a bunch of us as I was with a couple other smaller people and he was rather large. :( But he got up and toddled off so he was fine in the end. Merch was absolutely insane expensive. I had contemplated a shirt but like ... not for 50 euro.
🍄️ Finally some russulas are starting to come out. FINALLY!! No good pics yet, alas. Hoping for tomorrow's walk!!
🍂️😌️ I have finally put away the shorts and I am at Peace. I know the temperature is gonna come up a bit again next week but shhhhhh, let me have my sweaters and weighted blanket....
Crafts - September 2026
Sep. 25th, 2026 08:39 pmSo here's October's SAL:

"you'll be laughing on the other side of your face when you've been probed"
Sep. 25th, 2026 03:00 pm
muccamukk just posted a great list of links.
Here are the awful, enraging, soul-crushing things I've been reading, mostly around AI (aside from the first) over the last few weeks.
Charlie Kirk is the Harambe of Gen Alpha: 12 months later, MAGA has never felt older and weaker and more out of touch. [Garbage Day]
This is an archive link of a long Substack post that was taken down within a day of being posted. It's an in-depth look at how intertwined HPMOR, effective altruism, and the explosion of AI hype are:
AI Safety Is Mostly A Sex Cult In Berkeley, California: These people shouldn’t make policy. There has been a great effort over many years to distance AI Safety discussion from its origin and intellectual center, because its center is a predatory sex cult started by a fan fiction author. Since those involved want to be taken seriously, they have to hide that. Everyone else working in AI Safety is, effectively, a smokescreen for this core group and their ideas.
This belief system [Yudkowsky's "rationalism" and AI-fearmongering] has been strenuously improved for, among other things, being a pitch to investors, donors, volunteers and employees. It is also a pitch for people to give you total control over them, because if they do not, the world might end. After Yudkowsky refined this pitch and mostly used it to form a sex cult, modifications of it became the pitch for organizations like OpenAI and Anthropic
ChatGPT Helped Tumbler Ridge Shooter Focus on Guns, Tactics, and Terror: OpenAI’s chatbot fed the school shooter’s violent fantasies and planning up to the massacre, our investigation reveals. [Mother Jones; every detail here is awful, particularly how it provided narratives of mass murder in response to her prompts, but one thing that is really sticking with me is how experts are seeing chatbots accelerate and magnify people's movement into embracing and valorizing committing mass violence.]
How DraftKings Uses A.I. to Target the Gamblers Likeliest to Lose: Data science helps determine who receives betting incentives, but the company has resisted using similar technology to protect gamblers at risk of addiction. [NYT; archive link]
‘Doom Loop’: OpenAI and Microsoft Admits LLMs Are Destroying the Web and Built on Theft: Executives working on AI at Microsoft and OpenAI admitted what its critics have been saying all along: Large language models are predatory pieces of technology that have been built on what a Microsoft executive called “an astonishing theft of unprecedented proportions,” and the “largest theft of labor in human history.” An internal Microsoft document said generative AI products have created a “doom loop” that is killing “the entire web.” [404 Media]
‘Very harmful’: website uses AI to generate northern Indigenous news ‘correspondents’ [CBC; This is so disturbing, fabricating authenticity like this.]
Meta Ran Ads That Contained AI-Generated Child Sexual Abuse Imagery: More than 50 offending image and video ads were published across Facebook, Instagram, Messenger, or Threads, according to Meta’s ad library data. Some ran as recently as this week. [Wired]
Facebook Is Hosting Huge Numbers of Horrifying AI-Generated Videos of Violent Child Abuse, and Meta Is Barely Even Pretending to Care About Taking Them Down: Facebook is filled with AI-generated videos of children being beaten, burned, and bludgeoned with heavy objects. Meta doesn't seem to care. [Futurism]
The Friday Five for 25 September 2026
Sep. 25th, 2026 02:05 am2. If you could do anything in the world as your career, what would you do?
3. If you could be immortal, what age would you choose to stop aging at and why?
4. If you could be any supernatural creature, what would you be and why?
5. If you had to teach a class on one thing, what would you teach?
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I: Magician | Adamant (Persona 3)
Sep. 25th, 2026 01:04 amLength: 273 words
Fandom: Persona 3
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Iori Junpei & Female Persona 3 Protagonist
Characters: Female Persona 3 Protagonist, Iori Junpei
Additional Tags: Ficlet, Food, Fast Food, Iori Junpei & Female Persona 3 Protagonist Friendship, Community: 100ships, thisbluespirit's 100 Ships Prompt Challenge, Male-Female Friendship, Persona 3 Portable, Female Persona 3 Protagonist Is Named Shiomi Kotone, Wild Duck Burger
Summary: Junpei is insistent that Kotone tries out something at Wild Duck
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Embroiderer's Guild Exhibition
Sep. 25th, 2026 02:56 pm( Follow the thread... )
e-reader update
Sep. 24th, 2026 07:13 pm- I fixed the issues with the open source AI slop and have it working, so I can now do a nightly review of Japanese grammar and vocab with Anki decks. Trying other languages too, starting with Spanish, but for some reason my brain just works better when the words aren't written with English letters.
- Installed Bookshelf and have a cute little bunny reading icon alongside the default plant icons.
- Fixed my calibre tagging system to now sort by Fiction, Nonfiction, Light Novel, Manga, and Fanfiction. Each type now has its own "shelf" so they're not all mixed up, and the Fanfiction has auto-generated covers from Calibre templates!
- Installed custom dictionaries!
The cardamom is savage
Sep. 24th, 2026 09:39 pmBake Off has been resurrected for me
Sumptuous 🤤
(I have been drinking wine and I'm super jet lagged 🥴)
Books - September 2026
Sep. 24th, 2026 09:22 pmA Blink of the Screen: Collected Short Fiction by Terry Pratchett
The first half is a variety of short stories, which I found okay, but I did enjoy the second half, which was a selection of short stories all set in Discworld.
I'm Not Sure if I'm Compromised. It's Gnawing at Me.
Sep. 24th, 2026 08:19 amYesterday, I woke up to my MacBook being completely wiped. I documented the saga on my Mastodon.
It turned out to be my fault, as my ex-partner had her account still on my laptop that I forgot about, and she says that while she was trying to remove my device off of her iCloud, the wipe happened.
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Movie: The Love Hypothesis (2026)
Sep. 24th, 2026 05:26 amPremise, for anyone who's managed to dodge all of both the book's massive hype and my endless gushing: Olive Smith is a biology PhD candidate at Stanford University who gets herself into a pickle when she lies to her best friend Anh and pretends she's seeing someone new in order to ease Anh's conscience about dating a guy who she's head over feet (iykyk) for but is convinced Olive likes too. But then Anh catches Olive in the lab late one night when she's supposed to be on a date with her fictional beau, and in a panic lest her lie fall apart, Olive grabs a random guy in the corridor and kisses him in front of Anh. The guy? Dr. Adam Carlsen, biology professor and notorious asshole who the students are all terrified of. But instead of getting angry, to Olive's astonishment, Dr. Carlsen leans into the charade and agrees to continue posing as her boyfriend. Turns out Stanford is cutting his research funds because they think he's about to defect to another institution, and he thinks that having a steady girlfriend on campus will help convince them he plans to stay put. It's a romcom, so: fake dating shenanigans ensue. Real feelings develop. A misunderstanding threatens to sunder them forever, and then finally they confess their love and ride off into the proverbial sunset together.
This adaptation stars Lili Reinhart as Olive and Tom Bateman (hilariously, the real-life husband of Rey Starwars who Olive is based on) as Adam. Reinhart is incredibly charismatic and really carries the whole thing, but I also appreciated Bateman's take on Adam - he brought out all the assholishness and stilted social awkwardness that the book tells us about but never really shows. He is not the darkly charming Adam Driver lookalike of my heart, but I did get a very good laugh out of the shots of him storming Kylo Ren-like down hallways and sending student after student from his office in floods of angry tears.
The supporting cast are also absolutely stellar. Anh's BFF chemistry with Olive was perfect, and I adored her other close friend/roommate Malcolm, who in book form I liked but was not especially attached to. Both of them absolutely nailed the awkwardness of still very college-minded grad students suddenly forced to spend social time with an established professor (in adaptation, he has become Malcolm's supervisor, which makes the whole absurd dynamic even better). The script added two great parallel scenes that don't exist in the book, one where Adam has to attend a wild party with Olive's friends followed by a second where she has to attend a faculty mixer with his colleagues. In the book, we mostly understand Adam and Olive's age/status difference and the disconnect between their two worlds through Olive's highly subjective, insecure, not-always-reliable internal monologue. It was really satisfying to see it made so concrete.
There are a lot of other changes to the story, but imo they're all similarly well judged. They've smoothed out some of the rough edges that come from the book being both a debut novel and originally conceived as a fanfic - the most outrageous contrivances are scrapped altogether, and the rest streamlined into a more convincing relationship trajectory. Most significantly, this version of Adam has not been secretly pining after Olive since their chance first meeting years ago, but instead falls for her during the course of the fake relationship. As a fan I'm a little sad about this because pathetic pining Adam is of great personal appeal to me, but as a film viewer I think it was a good call, both because the depth of feeling would have struggled to translate into the compressed movie format and because, to be honest, it would probably just have come across as creepy. I was also a little sad that they cut the whole character of Holden, Adam's book best friend, but he does clutter the story a bit and they very much did need the screentime for other things.
The third act doesn't entirely come together and that's mostly the fault of the source material. The large majority of the book is devoted to Adam and Olive's fake relationship, with the last few chapters speedrunning a big villain reveal, heartwrenching breakup, swift resolution and happily-ever-after; it's crowded even on page, basically. The filmmakers tried hard to streamline that part too, but even with their changes and excisions, a whole bunch of stuff just HAPPENS all at once in the final half hour or so and none of it gets any time to breathe. But I can forgive that, because everything that comes before is as funny and steamy and straight-up delightful as I hoped it would be. The film really captures the feel of the book if not its every detail, and while it's not about to supersede the book in my heart, I am so glad it exists.
"Landscape is a way of seeing the world."
Sep. 23rd, 2026 03:39 pmbooks
About a month ago, I read and adored The Coffin of Honey by Geoffrey Morrison (2026). I have been trying to write a review ever since. It is set in the near future, roughly 40 years after the global political order fractured and rearranged. Workers and the oppressed around the world established a communist alliance, leaving the formerly dominant powers to shuffle themselves around. ( details )
Alien ships start appearing. This is a first contact story, but on its own, idiosyncratic terms. The novel follows several characters -- a Kerala politician who has the first alien encounter; a Persian poet on a collective farm; an anonymous author, possibly a lunatic; a Haitian-Canadian hospital worker; and a
This is a terrible attempt at a review, I'm sorry. I feel like I have to give all this background in order to enthuse about it, but at the same time, I don't want to spoil it. (I dislike spoilerphobia enormously, but there is something to the pleasure of discovery when first experiencing something as beautifully crafted as this book, so I'm torn.)
I love this book for how much it challenges itself and the reader. It loves the Red world it has conjured; and its critiques of our contemporary shitstorms are fantastic -- for example ( ex )
The book is in love with people, with literature, with human expression, with art and language, and I love that so much. A recurring image, of course, is Alexander the Great, figure of imperial conquest, preserved in his coffin of honey, but the narrative also encompasses/includes the Persian epic Shahnameh's accounts of his life. References to world poetry and film and narrative literature and folk song abound, from Malayalam ghazals to Genet's experience in Beirut, and together they braid into a celebration of human creative potential in a way that I cannot fully express. That creativity can connect us, that expression is a social technology for solidarity, that art matters: these convictions animate the book. It awards beauty, and the appreciation of beauty (aesthetics), to the people, and I can't get over that.
It's also beautifully written:
She was writing a poisonous golden cry, au hasard, the sound of a universe breaking open from love run ragged, raspy, unromantic, almost dinosaur-like in its rawness.And the voices change, depending on whose perspective is being assumed; the USian disinfo provocateur might as well be in an entirely different book, for instance.
I'm not doing justice to this, I'm sorry. I just love and admire it so much. It imagines a whole world and then it builds a complex, beautiful exploration of it that pays tribute to human beauty and expression in so many different forms.
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By nature we are creatures of hope, always ready to be deceived again, caught by the marvel that might be wrapped in the grubbiest brown paper parcel.This week I read J.L. Carr's A Month in the Country (1980), which is a brief, terrifically powerful account of a man restoring a painting in a small Yorkshire church in the summer of 1920. I can't get over how directly and simply this is told, yet how affecting it is. He has survived hell on Earth in the war; now he is half-alive. His time in the village helps him, but in no way fully heals him. There's still so much regret, so much left undone and unsaid. Rather than his trauma being directly depicted (or even named), as it would be in a novel published today, it instead emerges sidewise, glancing, in what he feels and what he does not feel. So his recovery, if you can even call it that, is similarly flickering and incomplete. The connections he makes, both "in space" with locals and back through time with the church's original painter, are at best half-formed, but that is, somehow, deeply affecting. This is Melancholy: The Book, and I loved it. (I did have one nitpick: ( ... )
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I don't know what I'm reading next. I've been doing a lot of "research" for
I thought about checking out the new Emily St. John Mandel but I haven't read her other work and apparently I would miss stuff? Argh. I'm also considering Hamid Ismailov's We Computers (2025) and Naomi Alderman's The Strangers (2026).
I started, then stopped, Nice Dragons Finish Last by Rachel Aaron (2014) and Ariel by Steven Boyett (1983). They were both excruciating.
Band of Brothers 25th Anniversary Tour Stained Glass
Sep. 23rd, 2026 07:34 pmGoldstone Stone Hearts and Desert Stone
Sep. 23rd, 2026 12:03 pm
I had some small metallic finish beads leftover from the set I used for the wood disc necklaces. Decided to match them up with some goldstone. Alternated the squares and cylinders and added in some stone hearts. I thought at first they might be labradorite but I think they're quartz.
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Bingo: Blackout (Round 9)
Sep. 24th, 2026 11:47 pmFandoms: Danny Phantom x DCU, Haunted Winter SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Hetalia, LazyTown, Linked Universe, One Piece, Pokémon, Project Hail Mary, Skyblock Kingdoms SMP, the Smurfs, Super Mario, The Avengers, Voltron: Legendary Defender
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